Today, I got by.
With a lot of help from my friends.
Sometimes feelings of failure, inadequacy, and reminders of my past traumatic experiences become too overwhelming.
But then I remember that I am still alive and I have overcome too much to quit or back down now. I am too fucking resilient.
Happy side note: today one of my greatest friends gave me my favorite Neutral Milk Hotel album on vinyl.
Happier side note: I’m finally allowing myself to vent and talk to people about my troubles. It’s nice to vent on tumblr but it really helps clear the fog from my body and mind when I find the strength to talk.